indieroses

so sad to hear about the syrian refugees on the news, it's so unfair that people have to live like this

i'm so sad and always crying thinking about never being anything "big" or "special" with this _fucking dyscalculia of mine

you should actually ignore this but just venting, i am 1 year + clean and today was not a good day and high school sucks, so i guess i lost my "sobriety"

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1. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
Sure thing

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?

My last name would be Ahmed... lmao 😅

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
my mom was yelling :/

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
A few hours ago, w dad

5. What are you excited for?
To marry a rich guy I'm sorry, what

7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
idk ppl don't really tell me that?

8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Thats what she s- A banana...
oh my

9. Have a best friend?
Yaaas

10. Are you scared to fall in love?
Nope



11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
duh 😁

12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
donald trump


13. What time is it right this second?
23.59

14. What do you want right now?
a salad

15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
sister

16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
single af but I'm not interested.. 😁(well not someone from dA)

17. When was the last time you cried?
I actually haven't cried in a long time.. to be me 😅😅

18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Mhm

19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
ya

20. How fast does your mind change?
Very

21. I bet you miss somebody right now.
mhm

22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Naa I'm hungry

23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
They find someone else.. cause they don't value their "ex" anymore 😅


24. Tell me what's on your mind?
i should go to sleep 😬

25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
going to denmark woo.. my birthday isn't that exciting tho

26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
no

27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
omg number 1

28. When is your next road trip?
In 2 months??😬

29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
If u didn't already know, I don't have any close guy-friends

30. How's your heart?
it beats (NO SHIT)

31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
Eeeeveryday bro

32. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
HAHAHA ME
LMAo
me
No way
If you do, I feel bad 4 you

33. What are you planning on doing after this?
ZzzZz

34. Next time you will kiss someone?
prob in 8 yrs ill have my first kiss haaaah


35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
No 😬

36. Who do you not get along with?
Negative people and really really geeky attitude-people.. basically people i don't share interests with (:

37. What does you 3rd recent text say?
"Ok see u there😘 " 


38. What are you wearing right now?
PJs

39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
My 1 year old niece? no thanks, she cries a lot ahah

40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
I don't really eat unhealthy stuff anymore so idk

41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now? 
They are Arabic...you won't get it etc

42. How did you feel when you woke up?
frustrated

43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
No not at 12 pm

44. Do you crack your knuckles?
hahah its stress-relieving for me so yeaah

45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
eating fatty food

46. What are your LEGAL initials?
H Z M ???

47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
My sis

48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
idk



49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
I don't even wanna think about it ):

50. Explain your last awkward moment?
I was in the subway and people were hanging over my head because it was packed, then i went on snapchat and boom it was on selfie-side-cam and everyone saw my double chin angle mhm glamorous

51. Are you afraid of the dark?
VERY

52. Do you have good vision?
Ye

53. Have you ever tripped someone?
I hope not haha

54. Have you ever slapped someone?
😘 

55. Are you Irish?
na

56. Do you use chap stick?
yes

57. Do you have any scars?
hehhahahah

58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
i dont know can't this meme just finished it s i need to sleep sep go t.,

59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
nso

60. Name the last person to text you?
noo

61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
max age gap would be 5 years.. for me

62. Can you go in public looking like you do?
I need makeup or else I'll look like a potato / caveman

63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A?
Í SAID I HAVENT KISSED ANYONE

64. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
on my stomach.. in the middle ahahh

65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
Cry

66. Do you fall for people easily?
nope

67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
):

68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
Hell no !

69. Song you're thinking of right now?
am i wrong by nico & vinz

70. Want someone back in your life?
na

71. Will tomorrow be better than today?
probably  not

72. What's the color of the shirt you are wearing?
its white

73. Who was the first friend that you had?
mom???

74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
obv

75. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
im sing-

76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
not really, I'm a dead boring person but if I'm with a happy person I'm very very happy too  

77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
he's taken...

78. What do you wear when you sleep?
PJs


79. Are you obsessed with something right now?
i like eyebrows that are on fleek

80. The first person you loved is?
mom n dad?

81. Something terrible happened with you?
haha ya

82. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens?


83. If you could wish something, what would it be?
that all mosquitoes could go to planet march ! : )

84. Ever forced someone to do something?
No ?

85. When you are alone, what do you think about?
Food.... or... how my future is going to be haha

that moment when ur snapchat deletes 20+ ppl from ur list

..20

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